i can't sleep
i'm scared...
shut up.
i know its stupid,
but i'm a fraidy cat at night.
and dimi saw something weird happen last last night,
and it has me all spooked.
that sleepy bum bum's too tired to sing me to sleep again...
so ranting to my blog will help pass the time.
its in need of some updating anyways.
school's over,
damn.
that was fast huh?
i'm secretly resenting that particular fact because it means i'm that much closer to my spm year.
god am i dreading that.
the stress is going to be immense,
more so because i already know i'm going to be involved in numerous activities.
i'm going to hefto to solemnly swear to myself to cut down on the distractions.
but some fun once in a while won't hurt,
like BGIC!!!
mum already gave the green light.
in less time than it took for me to work up the courage to ask.
see,
i had this whole speech perfectly contrived in my head.
and it would have worked,
if she let me finish.
but half way she just said;
"nevermind both you and effan go la".
and i'm just sitting there for half a second looking all dumbfounded.
but hey,
i'm not complaining ;)
my schedules been pretty hectic.
not long after school ended,
dimi and i were singled out by our school teacher to audition for this up and coming film.
so we went through the "rigamarole" *laughs at inside joke* of casting and voila!
BOTH of us were selected.
we're going to do the shoot in inanam,
so we'll be away for 6 days.
eek! so excited.
its a wonderful experience,
really is.
learning about the film industry and all.
so anyways,
we rehearse everyday til the shoot,
which starts at 2 then often ends at 5-ish.
from there we'll rush home,
grab some stuffies and head off to dance class.
the vigorous exercise usually lasts til around 10pm.
so by the time i get home,
i'm pooped =)
i'm grateful for all this though,
cause i don't hefto be a couch potato at home.
and i get to go out,
without having to go through the ordeal of having to ask and what not.
yup yup,
very grateful.
i'm hardly home which i see as a blessing at this time.
but i'd like to go out just to go out one of these days.
kinda miss it.
ooh i finished "new moon" the other day,
and am currently halfway through "eclipse".
hope i get to purchase "breaking dawn" before i finish...
damn it,
who knew vampires could be so charming?
i can hardly put the book down once i get started.
really enjoyed/enjoying it.
you'll even see me laugh out loud out because of the book's brilliant sarcasm.
ah, my native tongue :p
i am so excited for "twilight" the movie to come out...
here in malaysia of course.
cause technically it already has.
on the 21st to be precise.
but has it come out here?
nooooo.
we malaysians have to wait til march 09'
this sucks balls.
and law enforcers wonder why we succumb to the use of piracy?
if anticipation were a sin,
i'd be going straight to hell.
i always imagined gaspard ulliel in my head when i htought of edward.
he's just so vampire-esque.
which also means,
gorgeous.
but i reckon robert pattinson won't do that bad a job.
kristen stewart is perfect for bella.
and nikki reed is in the movie as well?
i loved the two in "thirteen".
i hope this collaboration will be as sucessful!
on a more depressing note;
i think i lost my camera.
think because im sure its somewhere in my room,
two witnesses can support that,
but its like it just grew two legs and ran off or something.
no trace of it anywhere!
which,
also sucks balls.
so no pictures yet.
disappointed?
awww...
the world is going to end.
:p
nah actually,
i really am disappointed.
i was just getting used to using it to its full potential.
sigh.
oh well.
anyways i don't have much to write about anymore.
imma go try wake up the snoring pig.
hehe.
oh don't give me that look.
just be thankful your not the one i'm bugging to pacify my fears.
in the words of the oh so wise tigger;
t t f n!
ta ta for now!
[p/s] jacob is nice, but edward cullen is the shiznit <3
not your typical prince charming eh?
but damn,
he still is charming.
*goo goo eyes*
tiara <3
